i was about to registar for my first half marathon march 8. The Valley of the Sun 1/2 marathon, but come to find out it was cancelled. I am so sad. I have done 2 runs since I had little miss Evelyn and I was looking forward to it. well my next run will be 4/18 4.2 miles The Pat Tillman run. I will make my first half marathon PF Chang 2010.
For my daughter I wanted her to have so much more than I did. I wanted her to have a father that would be there all the time for her, to have daddy daughter dates and much more. I knew I couldn’t provide this for her. I have a best from who was adopted and I know many people who have adopted children. I knew with all my heart that adoption was what would be best for my baby. I was so happy that I was able to choose my daughters parents, it meant a lot to me to have an open adoption, I needed to know that she was happy and loved. When I met my baby’s parents for the first time I knew they would love her as much as I do. I knew they were perfect for her. When they came around there was a sense of peace and love. I knew they loved me and will love my baby. The day I placed my baby in there arms for the first time after I signed my rights a sense of peace, comfort and love overwhelmed me. I will not lie this was not an easy decision for me but I thought of what my baby needed and her parents were everything and more. I have given not only my daughter wonderful gift, it was a gift of love. I am grateful for my baby’s parents and the love they show her, my family and I have been blessed and blessed many others lives with my decision. I love my daughter with all my heart and she will know I have always and will always love her
I ran londons run sat morning. It was a tough run i pushed my self and finish in 1:14mins 4 mins faster than last year. I have the best friends in the world my friend steve and roommate lety came back and ran the last bit of the run with me i didnt have the push to finish it and ended up getting up sick from pushing so hard but it was the best run i did. my next run will be the Valley of Sun 1/2 marathon.