So yesterday was the big day. With in a half hour of being at the court house the divorce was final. There are so many emotions I am going through right now... I feel like I am on a roller coaster. I thought it would be easy to say goodbye to someone who hurt me for so long, but then I realized that I do love him and always will. The next step is to let go fully of him and move on and find the right man that Heavenly Father approves of for me to marry and have a family with. I feel like a weight has been finally lifted, but now I am scared to do the single thing again, but I know with the blessings of Heavenly Father I will be able to move on a love again.