True Love

True Love

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Reflection

This past year has been quite the rollercoaster, started with a divorce, then me finding out i was pregant, then Placeing my precious little angel with such an amazing family who loves her as much as i do then ended with a special visit while my sister was here in town for New Years with me. My sister Laura, Braden and I meet Daniel and Lynzie at Pita Jungle for dinner and a visit. Evelyn was such a good little girl. I got to fed her and hold her and even when she fell asleep I stil held her. My sister got to hold her too. I love Daniel and Lynzie, they are such sweet people filled with the spirit so strong. Here are some of the pictures from my visit with them..

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Monday, December 22, 2008

The best Christmas gift EVER!!

I just recieved the greatest Christmas gift I could have asked for this year. Daniel and Lynzie came by just now. They sang an christmas song and had Evelyn with them. I was able to hold her for a bit. She is a mover! Her eyes are a light brown/hazel. Her hair is peach fuzz still but growing. She will be 2 months old Dec 28th on Sunday! Thank you Daneil and Lynzie, I really needed it. I was missing her last night. You made my christmas. I love you guys.









Fiesta Bowl 2008 5k

On Sunday 12/14/2008 I ran my first race since having Evelyn. I ran a 5k (3.1 miles). I completed it in 39.08 mins.






Saturday, December 6, 2008

NEw Pictures!!!

I just recieved new pictures of my precious little angel

She is getting so big. I have great news too.... Laura is coming to Az for New Years and we will both get to spend sometime with Evelyn while she is here. I am way excited to see her. I can't believe how quickly they grow. She will be 2 months old on 12/28 so when I do get to see her she will be 2 months old. WOW!!




she has always loved baths especially her head washed


This is Lynzie(her mom) and Ev by her first xmas tree













Friday, November 28, 2008

Photoshoot with Evelyn

I did this photoshoot 2 weeks ago. A friend of my caseworker (Audra) decided she wanted to do a photoshoot of the birthmothers and their babies and new families for us to have some nice pictures to charish. These are just a few.

































Tuesday, November 25, 2008

My visit with Evelyn

On Saturday 11/22/2008 I was able to visit with my Love Bug Evelyn. Her parents had to come by to pick up some cd's with pictures that I had on it and I got to visit with Evelyn and her parents for about 2 hours. It was a really nice visit. She has grown so much. She is such a beautiful little girl. I got to feed her and hold her lots and play with her lots. :) her eyes were open alot then she fell asleep. She is such a good little baby. Lynzie fed her the rest of her bottle and then she burpped and I was holding her and her threw up on my shirt then again on my pants. lol. It was gross but cute at the same time. Here are some pictures from the visit.


































































































Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Delivery

Delivery(Cherie Call)

She was only seventeen and she knew she couldn't keep himBut at that very moment she wished that she could tryHe was sleeping in her arms with his hand around her fingerWhen a woman came and told her it was time to say goodbyeSo she wrapped him in a blanket as her tears fell on his headAnd she sent him with a letter, and this is what it said;
"I delivered you from Heaven, from God's gentle loving careAnd I've entrusted you to mortals who have wished and prayed you thereThey will be your earthly parentsListen well to what they saySo they can deliver you back to HeavenAnd I'll meet you there someday"
One day a few weeks later someone gave her a letterAnd as she read the words she had to wipe the tears awayIt said, "We don't know how to thank youThere are things that words can't sayHe's the sunshine and the happiness that brightens all our daysAnd we couldn't live without him, and we love him as our ownHe has filled the empty spaces in our family and our home
You delivered him from Heaven, something only you could doAnd you have trusted us to love him and to teach him what is trueYou have been our earthly angelAnd I hope you know we prayThat we can deliver him back to HeavenAnd that we'll meet you there someday
And even though you may not get to hold him for a whileA piece of you will be with himEvery time he smilesAnd when he looks at his reflection, he'll see traces of the faceOf the one who made the sacrifice to send him to this place
Last night we read a story of a man who had a sonWho was from a different father, but he loved him as his ownAnd as he laid Him in a manger there were angels that were singingAnd he knew that as a father he would never be aloneThere are times we feel like JosephWe need help from up aboveAnd when you gave your son, you showed that father's kind of loveWhen you delivered him from HeavenFrom God's gentle loving careAnd you entrusted him to mortals who had wished and prayed him thereAnd when this life's laid out before usI hope we all can sayThat we delivered this child togetherWhen we meet again somedayWe'll deliver him back to heavenAnd we'll meet you there someday